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Thank you for being here. It means everything to me.
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My Loves,
I am in California again and have been non-stop seeing friends and family, attending a conference that was both uplifting and disappointing (more on that later), working and spending not enough time at the ocean. Though I did jump into the water last week and it was divine.
I saw
’s question for love this Sunday and it gave me great pause. The state of the world is always prevalent in my being and I was very curious to see what Love might have to tell me on this subject. Here is my letter.Dear Love, what would you have me know about this moment in history?
This moment in history is the same as others and different than others. Your systems are at a breaking point, and they need to be broken. The damage will be great, but the rebuilding this devastation will render will be greater. We know it does not seem like it, but you are lucky to be alive at this moment in history. Deep ways of being human are changing, forced upon you by the collective human actions of the past.
We would have you know that it is okay to be afraid, okay to be worried, okay to be angry. It is also okay to trust that somehow, everything is also okay, that you are okay, that while the world as you know it may not continue to exist for much longer, there is more to you than just being human.
We ask that you surrender to beauty, to love, to the pain of watching life extinguished. We ask that you allow yourself to take it all in, all of the aching sorrow and fear, all of the burning love and hope you have for this world. Take it in, my love, and breathe it back out.
Because this is the only thing you are truly here to do. To witness, to experience, to love and hurt and fuck and revel and collapse and breathe into another day.
What we would have you know about the state of the world is that you are lucky to be here, now. You are powerful, regardless of who is in charge of the power systems. Your heart has power. Your voice has power. Your words have power.
Your love is power.
Use it, swim in it, release yourself into it, over and over again.
And know that this moment in history is just one more of a million moments that are all the end, all the beginning.
It’s hard to explain what a huge gift your comments are. They help me feel not so alone. So if you feel moved to say anything, please do. I will always respond.
With so much love,
xo
j
And because we call can use a little something to lift us up these days, Chris Botti’s “Indian Summer” is one of my desert-island songs and it always but always makes me feel a little bit lighter. I often listen to it while flying, and maybe because of that it reminds me of soaring above the earth, hovering in the clouds, full of wonder and awe.
This one too, “Bring it On,” by Seal. “Don't wait until tomorrow. Bring it on.
Unconditioned love will bring it on.”
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As always, I felt this one. It seems like all of my friends, my really close ones that know my heart and where my heart wants to be, are feeling the same under current of anxiety held at bay. You are so right, this is a time like so many other times before ours today, the same struggles, the same anxieties, the same cultural pitfalls that separate and divide, yet like you said, there will be something greater. That is the hope isn’t it, that somehow something better will come out of this liminal space we’re in? I try, I really try to hold disparate truths, watching friends work themselves into a frenzy over anything and everything unable to control the “shoulds”, yet in the midst of it all, I focus on just being, and just loving. So, so hard to do at times. Thank you for this beautiful post, friend.
Jocelyn, thanks for sharing this poignant piece with us. Yes, we are witnessing a powerful time.